where it should be?
i’m not sure my life is where it should be. i should love God. and i think i do – deep down when it’s uncovered by all the other ‘stuff’ blocking it. but there’s so much that is weighing it down – do you ever feel like that? i’m not sure how i can make bigger, realer, or truer.
when things are looking kind of sour people say ‘pray about it’… and i have to be honest… there hasn’t been too much praying for awhile… so how can i pray about this? God knows how i feel… better than i do – maybe he just wants me to tell him. but isn’t it kind of clear?
i appreciate it when people sincerely say they’ll pray for me. because i know it is powerful. i have no issue at all giving money to a church or to missions. it’s a great place to spend your time. but there is something missing.
