a circle or road?
i am so torn… do i want to stay here or not?
yesterday was pretty good and it makes me wonder if i want to stick with ALGNT. i was talking to two very nice, older women who have had their share of jobs and both presented very different sides – one said missions – where’s your heart? -want to get involved with missions.
and the other told me it’s a part of every job. it’s a struggle.
both so different yet both true? i like missions – it scares me a bit though. many think i have a good heart – and maybe i do – but i don’t think i’m strong enough in my own faith to try and point others to faith in Christ – and maybe that shouldn’t be so – maybe i really should start working on making it so true in my life. i’ve started on the road – but it’s so ard to take the time and give that to God.
